Who am I?

I have been thinking back,to something from a long time ago. Well,this summer. I was at the groove rave,and met a man named Hong. He was rather interesting,and enlightened me to the ways of the world. Something that day clicked for me. Have you noticed,that my written works and videos are rather different? That night with Hong,i tried to talk to him. But,i was rather high on acid,and had trouble communicating. And he asked why that was. "Lack of maintenience?" he asked. "i dont think so" i responded, "I think i'm in working order...Just not right now?.." From that,came the idea,that myself and my body are not the same.

You say,my car. You arent the car,but simply in control of it. Thats the idea to me,about humans and their bodies. We say,my body, but more as,my vessel. I am not my body,i am residing in it. That night,was the night that that realization came to me. You can make your body do anything,there is no limit to the feats that could be accomplished. Something that holds us back tho,is laziness. The life we live is a life of instant gratification. That has created a society of "I want it right now,or never".

Temperature,pain,pleasure. All simply information to your brain. What if you learned to channel that into what ever you wanted? Turned anger into energy,pain into pleasure,cold into comfortable? Its possible,and can be done. Ive done all of the above,but its a process. And it takes determination. This world we have created,can easily distract us from learning about ourselves,and thats what makes this proccess so much harder! It irks me to think,we could,with proper education and reasoning,erradicate hate,anger,fear and sadness. We could become such an amazing race of humans,but society makes it impossible to do on a large scale. Imagine what we could do,if we had no wars to fight,and no greed to deal with? We could be amongst the stars,colonizing planets and doing amazing things. Disease would be eradicated and society would hit a golden age. Interesting to think,that those in control dont want that. Doesnt make alot of sense does it?