IlluminatI control scheme. "Baaaa" some more

what little is left...

Well, im typing this on a tablet, so please excuse any errors. I have been gone for a while, perhaps too long. I was without connection, no internet, no tv, no cell, for exactly  a year. My eye sight improved, no more focusing problems, and my sensitivity to violence increased. Just watching Oasis, seeing animals tear each others throat out, made me ill. Yet, before I could watch brad pitt scalp a man, with only minor tingles of uncomfortableness. Strange, that so little time could clean someones mind...

human society and hivemind

I went to school with a girl,whom had earned the nickname,big sexy. Why? She wore mini skirts, and was a fatter girl with sores on her. Yet,this young woman thought she was beautiful and sexy, and she was mocked and ridiculed for it. This is the degration of the human psyche. When a man or woman is proud of who they are,other humans who are insecure and immature mock and ridicule them. Where is our apathy? Our humanity? Our brotherly love and care? Gone with the social downfall of our connection to our emotions. Tv,advertising and lack of morals have worn down our ability to reason and appreciate each other. Unless we regain our ability to love and respect each other,we are doomed to a very pitiful existance,one filled with hate and despair.
Good riddance apathy!

 Love and peace,is the solution. But how do we gain these things,and keep them? The question is one of ageless answers,but none seem to have been correct. Yet,it has always been there,and shall forever remain right in front of us,until we choose to look beyond our ignorance,and choose a new path to follow. I believe in humanity. We all need to believe in ourselves.

Who am I?

I have been thinking back,to something from a long time ago. Well,this summer. I was at the groove rave,and met a man named Hong. He was rather interesting,and enlightened me to the ways of the world. Something that day clicked for me. Have you noticed,that my written works and videos are rather different? That night with Hong,i tried to talk to him. But,i was rather high on acid,and had trouble communicating. And he asked why that was. "Lack of maintenience?" he asked. "i dont think so" i responded, "I think i'm in working order...Just not right now?.." From that,came the idea,that myself and my body are not the same.

You say,my car. You arent the car,but simply in control of it. Thats the idea to me,about humans and their bodies. We say,my body, but more as,my vessel. I am not my body,i am residing in it. That night,was the night that that realization came to me. You can make your body do anything,there is no limit to the feats that could be accomplished. Something that holds us back tho,is laziness. The life we live is a life of instant gratification. That has created a society of "I want it right now,or never".

Temperature,pain,pleasure. All simply information to your brain. What if you learned to channel that into what ever you wanted? Turned anger into energy,pain into pleasure,cold into comfortable? Its possible,and can be done. Ive done all of the above,but its a process. And it takes determination. This world we have created,can easily distract us from learning about ourselves,and thats what makes this proccess so much harder! It irks me to think,we could,with proper education and reasoning,erradicate hate,anger,fear and sadness. We could become such an amazing race of humans,but society makes it impossible to do on a large scale. Imagine what we could do,if we had no wars to fight,and no greed to deal with? We could be amongst the stars,colonizing planets and doing amazing things. Disease would be eradicated and society would hit a golden age. Interesting to think,that those in control dont want that. Doesnt make alot of sense does it?

sell my life to the devil for pennies

I greatly dislike working for money. Now,working for food,or a roof would be different. Working to make everything for my family and feed them through hunting would be prefered. But thast illegal,and hard to do. Why? Costs money to hunt,you need money for property tax,and a license for a gun,registered and paid for. Dam,thats pricey! All is well though i suppose,not much time lfet until it all comes crashing down. I will be laughing,or the joy! Yes,millions or even more may perish,but we would be free,even if only for a time. If everything collapses,run and dont look back! It will soon get worse,so while you can,flee! I will disappear,and live somewhere nice. Far away from all this.... Insanity. Soon,it will be hell, and i dont plan to stick around for that. I already sold my life to the devil for pennies,i dont plan to give him my soul as well. I will be meeting up and taking as many humans as i can with me,and i hope i meet a few of you along the way. Your time,is the most valuable thing you have. Be sure to spend it wisely.

Holographic universe

(Quick note: I will have some videos up soon this weekend,hoping they dont go all slo-mo on my ass. But,we shall see)

What if our universe,was simply a hologram? Well,not simply,but what if? What would this mean to you personally? there is a theory that our universe simply could be a hologram of a sort. But what would said hologram be in? What is creating it,why would it be created,for what purpose? There are alot of questions to this,and no answers. We simply dont know,nor could we even begin to fathom the idea. I have no idea what this could mean to us as humans.If our universe is a hologram,what does that make us? Maybe we are simply representations of ourselves,of our sub-conscience. What you see of me,is what i allow you to see. Interesting thought. Doesnt mean we can create outer appearences,like become Jay-Z or shakespear.I belive we are limited to ourseles,but even that has alot of room for play. Confidence,for one. If you appear confident,people look at you better than if you lacked. Same with not giving a fuck,and loving yourself. All can dramaticly alter your appearence to others,and yourself.

Try it and see. There is alot about this universe inside of us that we do not know,but are slowly learning. What if,the unverse simply doesnt exist,other than inside of us,and it is a created illusion of our imaginations? It is growing and expanding,along with our consciencness, so perhaps that could have a shred of truth to it. All theorys tho,and will likely remain such for years to come. "You cannot bend the spoon. That is impossible. Instead,believe that the spoon does not exist."

A sellout,or a dreamer

Everyone has to make money. Sad truth. But,i would rather make money doing something i love,than somehting that i hate,takes away my time,harms other humans.I would rather be writing my thoughts on politics,the world,conspiracy theorys or just my thoughts on life. Making videos,to inform people,make them laugh or even just to talk. ( i like talking,hence i started making videos) So,by putting ads on my videos and blogs,i'm not selling out. I'm trying to reach the point,where i can do this to support myself. This,is much prefered to anything else i could be doing,i believe. And so,I will keep at what i am doing to see where it gets me. Everyone needs a hobby,might as well share mine.
Hope you enjoy friends!